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You want me? Then, let's take a walk.........

Aug 11, 2011

I'm listening to Mozella
"Light Years Away"
as I walk

Under the clouds
Dark, omnipresent

And saturated

Won't be long

Til they burst wetting the ground below them and over me

Right now it's One Republic and "All the Right Moves"

Made me smile.

Like, fucking huge

Makes u feel good

At least, that's the effect it has on me

At this moment

The rain can fall

Awesome

Cuz that's what it's doing to me right now

At a sprinkle

But I don't care

The rain and the coolness of the night's lowered temp frees my mind to where I feel I'm floating.

Britney Spears - "Til the World Ends"

Another track that lifts me up.
Makes me literally dance as I walk. Bop my head like I've got stability issues.

Yes, I'm still writing this as I walk. Wanna see what I see as I'm walking?

Yeah. Dreary ass mutha fuckin shit.

But, I'm dancing til the world ends

There's just something about, NOT JUST listening to music,

but blocking out the world with earphones

cuz I see "the sunrise"

while the world around me is dark, cold and without the key elements
associated with "joy."

Now, it's Evanescence "Lithium"
Like u didn't expect that as part of my theme song???

:)

I love long walks, alone.
Drives, alone.
Rides, alone.

Only me, the road and tunes.

Even as I go by train. 
It's like I'm in a movie.

Each mile of my journey, is a scene with a soundtrack, in my own feature presentation.

And I love it.

Do you know, how amazing it feels, to just BE???

Now, it's Taylor Swift.
"Back to December"

What a perfect song to accompany me, as I step closer to my ending point.

The hotel.

If I didn't feel, I'd walk on forever til my iPod dies and end up a homeless bag lady because I got lost in the moment...

I'd keep walking. As of right now, Sarah Mclachlan
"Fumbling Towards Ecstacy" is playing.

That album, ALWAYS reminds me of you. That year of my heart, will always be yours.

Beautiful People with Chris Brown is on now. Don't u find that an oxymoron?? Chris Brown singing about Beautiful People???

I've had MANY psycho violent drama chicks around me, and no matter the size, I can't lay a real hand on them. (Meaning punch/choke/etc) Even when they
attack me.

So, for a naturally more powerful individual...(man vs. woman) I find that not only weak, but shameful.

Don't you?

Last stretch.

:)

Dimitri...for the record, as per the chat Wafa and I had this evening...
SHE owes me a drink.

Or, two...

or three.

=P

Clarification will come, in time.
ha ha

(And I don't mean "in time" because of the 8-10 beverages I had this evening)

:)

After Ramadan, Upadan, Downadan, YouAdan

and

...Aroundandaroundadan...

We're on!

ha ha

And

 Desda...when I see you again, me and you'z got words.

To the Thunderdome biyatch!!!!

xoxoxo