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We ALL have these days, right???

Aug 09, 2011

Rainbow I snapped a pic of today.
Made me smile.

I haven't seen so much of an arc before and it's been a while since I've
even seen one.

To quote a message I wrote a friend:

"I'm having one of those I want to  D R O P  to the ground, give up, why am I here, what's the purpose cry days...but I'll be good. "This too shall pass" as they say. LOL I'm mental. It's a part of me."

We ALL have these, right?

I think most people "feel" I live the dream
they "live" vicariously though me

and

"want" my life.

I guess I do shit, to keep me interested.

As in, interested in LIFE.
I've been bored with it for a very long time...

Sometimes, I'm successful in distracting myself and making it worthwhile
but in many parts, I feel I've lived centuries and am ready to
just sleep.

Forever.

Cuz really, what's the point?
Thankfully, I've never felt I worked to live
or
lived to work.

I've always been "free" in that aspect.
Making up my own rules as I go along. After all, it IS MY LIFE...right?

However, sometimes, I just run out of steam.

Ya know?

I know tomorrow's another day and I'll find "light" again...
I'm just expressing myself.

And no. I don't need a HUG!

:)

I'll be fine.
Cara "the Rock" just needs to get rolling again.
~Just the weight of the "world" getting a little heavy on my shoulders again~

Kisses to you all.
xoxoxox